{"id":8,"date":"2016-04-18T20:42:36","date_gmt":"2016-04-18T20:42:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/?p=8"},"modified":"2016-04-18T20:42:36","modified_gmt":"2016-04-18T20:42:36","slug":"still-feels-like-march","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/2016\/04\/18\/still-feels-like-march\/","title":{"rendered":"Still feels like March"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday was a real Maine spring day: sunny, warm, hinting of buds bursting and flowers blooming. But then again, you could just as easily say today is a real Maine spring day: gray, damp, threatening rain. Earlier, it felt so warm and sunny that I opened a bunch of windows and the back door to the patio. The the clouds set in.<\/p>\n<p>As one of my current\u00a0foci of practice is on accepting what is, I remind myself of what Gurdjieff said: &#8220;Never consider the weather.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>My inner default is more like fighting with what is, and resenting that it isn&#8217;t what it could be. This\u00a0morning\u00a0in my meditation I got to that sweet spot in which I truly understand that the process is proceeding on all levels and the ENTIRETY is perfect, as it is. That is a statement I feel is easily misinterpreted. Anyone who knows me knows that I use large amounts of energy working to improve conditions in many many ways, for myself and for others, inwardly and outwardly. This &#8220;sweet spot&#8221; I am referring to does not preclude seeing suffering, seeing pain, experiencing pain, making choices, undertaking actions &#8211; in fact it includes all of that, but also much more. The sensation is as if a container has opened, stretching the space within which I exist, including all, and giving presence to all.<\/p>\n<p>Then, from that expanded space, whatever actions I decide to take can come from a perspective that is so much bigger, with so much more compassion.<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"9\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/2016\/04\/18\/still-feels-like-march\/cats\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/cats.jpg?fit=300%2C300\" data-orig-size=\"300,300\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"cats\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/cats.jpg?fit=300%2C300\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/cats.jpg?fit=300%2C300\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-9\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/cats.jpg?resize=300%2C300\" alt=\"cats\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/cats.jpg?w=300 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.nvc4me.floatingneutrinos.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/cats.jpg?resize=150%2C150 150w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yesterday was a real Maine spring day: sunny, warm, hinting of buds bursting and flowers blooming. 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